Hello my
dear friends,
I have no
idea how many of you actually read my blog, or want to read it, but its kind of
satisfying to know that your are putting out your thoughts to the whole wide
world. And may be somewhere in some room someone is reading what you want to
say and maybe even relates to it! Its amazing how small the world has become.
Its amazing how "talking to the world" has become so much possible
than before.
Its like
praying to GOD. You can't see HIM, but you and I still talk. We still lay out
requests, out petitions, our complaints before HIM. And it does reach HIM. HE
might not always respond, but I am sure HE must be nodding HIS head and saying
"I can relate to it too".
HE did
come in the form of a human being! HE has gone through all the or maybe most of
the emotions we go though. Sometimes bearable and sometimes you just have to
bear the unbearable. Its a funny world. How everyone is tested and tried. We
smile and laugh but tests and failures are so inevitable. Even victory is
inevitable but sometimes we have failed so many times and wished for good days
so much, that when we do win we just can't enjoy it!
We are so
used to being sad, our victory and its celebration always lasts a moment. We
sometimes get scared to win because its not going to last long. You have to
struggle again to win. There is a fight always in the corner. Always there is a
competition, always a rush to win, to be better, and to get bigger! The
struggle just won’t stop.
GOD knows
it all. I am going through this time of trial, which just does not seem to end.
Its like my prayers won’t go high enough. Its like there is some sort if barrier
that won’t allow my prayers to reach GOD. Its like the time of waiting wont
end. There is test and test and more test everyday. Its like with every day I
am moving away from GOD. I have placed all my requests in front of HIM. I have
told all my problems to HIM. I tried waiting, thanking, praising, praying,
fasting.
I am not
saying that I deserve GOD to talk to me. I am a nothing. But I really need GOD
right now. I need HIM to come. I need HIM to help and be there. I am surrounded
by people but I feel so alone. There is a huge void which only GOD can fill. I
want and need GOD to intervene. Oh, how I need HIM right now! I know this might
not be HIS time, but I am feeling so desperate and helpless.
I am
pretty sure many of you can relate to me right now. If you can then I want to
tell you something.
As I write this blog, I am praying for you and whatever trials
you are going through. I pray that GOD will bring you help in the right time,
and that all your problems end in JESUS name. I pray that you would find peace
and love and also share it with others. I pray that HIS joy and HIS grace abound
in your lives both now and forever. May GOD make you an overcomer in the
precious name of our LORD and Saviour JESUS CHRIST! Amen. And don't forget to
pray for me too!
Love to
anyone reading this! GOD bless you.
Take
care!
