Hey Lovely Readers,
Today I wanted to talk about
something I heard in my church this Sunday. It really encouraged me. And I
thought that it will surely encourage you guys.
The passage is taken from 1 Samuel
1: 1-18. The story is about Hannah. Hannah had no kids. She was barren. And in
those days being barren was curse. People thought the only purpose of a women
is to produce children. And if she is not able to then she is cursed. And to
add to her misery her husband’s second wife had kids. Her name was Peninnah.
And she loved provoking Hannah and irritate her (verse 6). Every year Peninnah
would undergo the pain of childbirth and seeing that Hannah would undergo the
pain of not having a child (Pastor’s quote).
The title of the message was “Brokenness
Producing fruitfulness”. We all feel like being broken and we just don’t get
it. We would be doing all thing right, but still we keep failing. Being broken
is not a very good experience. Its not a situation we want to be in for long.
But sometimes its not our choice. That’s how Hannah was feeling. Fully broken
and desperate.
The illustration the pastor gave
was that of a horse. One cannot just jump on any horse and make the horse obey
their orders. It just doesn’t work that way. The horse has to be broken. The
will of the horse has to be broken so that it does not do what it desires but
what the rider wants it to do.
It’s the same thing with us. We
become more sensitive to GOD’s voice when we are broken. We understand better
that we need GOD more than any other thing we were praying for.
In the bible GOD had to break many
people to finally reveal HIS purpose in their lives. Take for example Abraham.
He had no children, GOD had promised him children but he had to go through a
process of waiting and a time of brokenness. Jacob had to run away from his
brother work hard labour under an unforgiving father-in- law. He had to fight
with GOD. Loose his beloved wife. Almost loose his sons. He did have a lot of
struggle in his life. Job had to undergo a lot of trouble till he got double
for all his troubles. Even Peter. Peter before becoming one of the greatest
Apostles of his time denied the same JESUS he was preaching 3 times. It
completely broke him.
A soil needs to be broken before it
can produce any fruit. The bread needs to be broken for people to be fed. The
perfume bottle had to be broken for JESUS to be anointed. And JESUS was anointed
with that ointment before HE was broken for the sins of you and me. It all
starts with breaking.
The truth is that if you are broken
today remember that you are in good season. Because after brokenness comes
fruitfulness. Brokenness is good.
Now let us get back to the chapter.
Hannah means grace. But unfortunately she couldn’t see any grace in her life.
All she endured was bitter taunts from Peninnah. There was no grace in her
life. Or so she thought. But lesser she knew that GOD was planning to turn her
disgrace to grace. GOD had amazing plans in her life.
The other character is Elkanah
which means sent by GOD. And indeed he was sent by GOD. You know when GOD leads
you through a time of pain he doesn’t leave you alone and hopeless just to
suffer. But, HE also sends HIS comfort. HE cares for us. HE will let us be
pressed but HE will never allow us to be crushed, we might be persecuted but we
will never be abandoned, struck down but not destroyed. You and I are blessed
beyond the curse. Elkanah was a source of encouragement for Hannah. In verse 8
Elkanah says, “don’t I mean more to you than ten sons”. Isn’t that real sweet. The
pastor said that husbands should learn to be more like Elkanah. Its good to be
the source of comfort. And when we as a Christians act comforting to a broken hearted
it’s the most amazing thing that we can do.
Peninnah means Pearl. But
unfortunately she had no qualities of a pearl. That’s sad. She considered what
GOD gave as a blessing a tool to taunt others. Though she was a mother, she
dint have a mothers heart. Its funny how people with everything don’t enjoy
what they have, but instead they take pleasure in provoking and hurting others
who don’t have what they have. How sometimes people don’t value others
emotions. It hurts me to think that such people still exist among us. They use
their words and their actions to hurt people’s feeling. And they drive pleasure
from it.
These people are heavenly sand
papers as our pastor says. They keep rubbing us. It hurts us, in fact sometimes
it hurts a lot, but the constant rubbing smoothens our rough edges. It makes
them less rough and more shiny. So much so that the next time the sand paper
rubs us it has no effect. There is no more friction! It just glides through us,
and now the sand paper has to find someone else to rub J
Peninnah had kids and Hannah did
not. But that didn’t make Hannah any less blessed than Peninnah. We see others
blessed and we start comparing. We think they are blessed and we are not. But
the truth is just opposite. What they have is nothing in comparison to what we
have. Or what we are going to get in the future! Hannah was barren because GOD
wanted to do something amazing in her life.
My dear friends, GOD wants to do
something amazing in your life too! HE is about to bring you into a season of
fruitfulness. There is going to be a divine intervention in your lives.
Peninnah drove Hannah to absolute
desperation, so much so that she decided to ask GOD for HIS divine
intervention. What she did was a prayer of desperation. Her heart was so
hurting that her prayer was not at all like any other ordinary prayer. Even the
priest there didn’t call it a prayer. HE just thought that she was drunk and
was babbling. He even suggested her not to drink more. Its funny and sad how a
man of GOD didn’t realize the conviction in the prayer of a desperate woman. But the prayer did work. GOD does answer
prayers. HE is not a GOD who has ears and cannot hear, has eyes but cannot see.
HE is the creator of all things. And HE does care.
Hannah met 3 E’s in her life.
1) Elkannah:
He was a natural man. All he could do was comfort Hannah. But he did try his
best. Stood by her side when she needed help. But there was only so much he
could do.
2) Eli: He was
the priest. He represents influence. His words of encouragement made Hannah
stop weeping. Though at first he could not understand the situation, but later
he did say what GOD wanted to tell Hannah. He said that GOD has heard her
prayers and that now she can go home.
3) El Shaddai:
And when she met HIM she didn’t have to meet anyone else.
Later on in this chapter it says
that it came to pass that GOD heard
her prayer. And today I want to let you guys know that, it shall come to pass when GOD will intervene. It shall come to
pass for a divine breakthrough. HE who promised is faithful to do what HE told.
GOD is not a man that HE should lie. HE will do more than you and I can ask think
imagine.
Remember a season of brokenness is
a good season.
Thanks for dropping my loves
GOD Bless you